Singer says the 'extent of my madness' was 'playing chase with paparazzi' and claims the conservatorship was 'all premeditated'
“Finally, I think they just knew I wasn’t going back.” Prayer and being able to hire her own lawyer, Mathew Rosengart, helped her through it, she said. Under the terms of the conservatorship, she wasn’t allowed to get married or manage her own birth control, she told the court. “I have an amazing song right now with one of the most brilliant men of our time, and I’m so grateful. But it was really tricky because I just had to play this role that everything was OK all the time and I had to go along with it because I knew they could hurt me.” She claimed that the noise made by the growing #FreeBritney movement meant that the facility’s owner had to let her out. I was told I was fat every day, I had to go to the gym … “Why have therapy when it’s forced and in a militant, almost prison-like way?” At one rehearsal, as she previously alleged in her June 2021 testimony at a court hearing on the conservatorship, she refused to accept some new choreography. However, she claimed she was then forced to go on tour. “All I remember is that I had to do what I was told. It was pure abuse and I haven’t even really shared even half of it,” said Spears. “They threw me away – that’s what I felt like, my family threw me away,” she said.
Britney Spears added to her 22-minute voice memo, saying 'it's not about pleasing others or driving yourself crazy on what others think.'
A reminder to some of you who may have gotten what I said confused … Plus, Britney being Britney, she posted a short video of her in a yellow dress dancing to Cardi B’s “Bodak Yellow” and “being a f—ing ray of sunshine… “You can lose your individuality on a fake tale of how other people may percieve you and some idiots like me fall into the trap cause unfortunately I do care,” she wrote on Sunday night (August 28).
Since Britney Spears' conservatorship was ended in November 2021, the star has criticised not just her father Jamie Spears, who was in charge of her life ...
And also, I have tried my best to help you out of hardships! I love you so much, but this talk is for you and me only, eye to eye, in private." I have tried everything. [Sir Elton John](https://news.sky.com/topic/elton-john-6585), her first single in six years and the [first new music since the end of the conservatorship](https://news.sky.com/story/britney-spears-releases-first-new-music-in-six-years-saying-duet-with-elton-john-is-pretty-damn-cool-12681797). [Spears](https://news.sky.com/topic/britney-spears-5998)' YouTube account, criticising her parents over her [now-ended controversial conservatorship](https://news.sky.com/story/britney-spears-conservatorship-is-brought-to-an-end-after-13-years-12467159), in a clip that is no longer available. Britney Spears' mother Lynne has said she has tried her best to support her daughter in a message urging the star to have a conversation in private.
In an emotional message on Instagram, Lynne Spears – who has been estranged from her pop star daughter for years – wrote: 'Britney, your whole life I have tried ...
‘I was scared and fearful. [expected to put out a music video for the single.](https://metro.co.uk/2022/08/27/britney-spears-and-sir-elton-john-planning-music-video-17255537/) Your rejections to the countless times I have flown out and calls make me feel hopeless. On rare occasions there can be something sought after, something that makes us wanna go further.’ [spoke out about her 13-year conservatorship, sharing horrifying new claims and details about her experience.](https://metro.co.uk/2022/08/29/britney-spears-shares-horrifying-new-claims-about-conservatorship-17258687/) [Britney Spears](https://metro.co.uk/tag/britney-spears/?ico=auto_link_entertainment_P1_LNK1)’ mother has made a plea with her for a private chat and claimed that all her previous efforts to reconcile have been rejected.
Lynne took to Instagram on Sunday with a response of her own -- though, notably, Britney is no longer on the social media platform.
[Britney Spears Says She Declined an Interview With Oprah Winfrey](https://www.etonline.com/britney-spears-says-she-declined-an-interview-with-oprah-winfrey-shares-new-details-about-her) [Nicki Minaj Thanks Britney Spears, Beyonce in VMAs Acceptance Speech](https://www.etonline.com/nicki-minaj-delivers-epic-performance-thanks-britney-spears-beyonce-and-others-in-vanguard-189769) [Britney Spears' Shocked Reaction to 'Hold Me Closer' Reaching No. value of self, and passing that on to every person I encounter !!!" and value myself is the only way to something we all seek ... I have to honor myself and realize it’s not about pleasing others or driving yourself crazy on what other think ... "Britney, your whole life I have tried my best to support your dreams and wishes! I have never and will never turn my back on you!" Is there a God?" I just don’t want to say the wrong thing. And also, I have tried my best to help you out of hardships! "I know now it was all premeditated. "I felt like my family threw me away," she says at one point. I couldn’t process how my family went along with it for so long...
Lynne Spears responded to Britney Spears' allegations in a 22 minute since-deleted YouTube video about her conservatorship, posting a brief statement on ...
She continued, "Your rejections to the countless times I have flown out and calls make me feel hopeless! And also, I have tried my best to help you out of hardships! In an Instagram post, Lynne wrote “Britney, your whole life I have tried my best to support your dreams and wishes!
Britney Spears made several allegations against her family in a now-deleted video, and her mom Lynne has responded.
Earlier this year, she also had a [public dust-up with her sister](https://www.cinemablend.com/television/britney-spears-is-going-after-jamie-lynns-memoir-again-this-time-with-her-lawyers) Jamie Lynn, who, like her mother, claimed Spears [doesn’t respond to private messages](https://www.cinemablend.com/television/after-britney-spears-accuses-her-of-being-a-scum-person-jamie-lynn-spears-fires-back) and instead uses social media to talk about family issues. [new husband Sam Asghari](https://www.cinemablend.com/television/britney-spears-just-released-some-real-fairytale-footage-from-her-wedding-and-paris-hilton-is-here-for-it) has been very supportive of his wife, whether it be about the pictures and videos she’s dropped on social media or her coming to terms with her past. [officially ended late last year](https://www.cinemablend.com/television/britney-spears-pens-message-to-fans-after-being-released-from-her-conservatorship), the singer has both enjoyed her new found freedom and spoken very openly and transparently about her past. Most recently, she had a [very public war of words](https://www.cinemablend.com/television/after-very-critical-social-media-posts-involving-kids-both-britney-spears-and-kevin-federline-changed-course) with her ex-husband Kevin Federline over custody issues and how often she’s seeing their shared children. She claimed the matriarch of the family could have gotten a lawyer to help her, and instead, would either “hide” or say “we’re praying for her” but not actually offer any support. Last night, Britney Spears posted and then deleted a twenty-plus minute video in which she talked extensively about her personal life and the time she was under a conservatorship.
Britney Spears discusses her conservatorship in an audio message on Twitter and how she turned down an Oprah Winfrey tell all in a 20 minute voice memo.
I have way more people on my side than you, you don’t even have a lawyer.” Britney expanded on her struggles in [getting legal representation](https://www.vulture.com/2022/08/britney-spears-kevin-federline-sons-videos-lawyer.html), claiming her phone would be “tapped” when she would call and try to meet with counsel. She explained that when she was forced to go to a [mental-health facility in 2019](https://www.vulture.com/2019/04/whats-going-on-with-britney-spearss-mental-health-crisis.html), she didn’t have a choice in the matter. [Britney Spears](https://www.vulture.com/2022/08/britney-spears-elton-john-hold-me-closer-tiny-dancer.html) was [initially excited](https://www.vulture.com/2021/11/britney-spears-shares-post-conservatorship-thoughts-online.html) to tell her story in a sit-down interview with someone like Oprah Winfrey back in November 2021, she instead decided to do it herself on YouTube on Saturday night. I feel like the scare tactic and how badly they treated me in the end, I think they thought I was gonna come begging back to work. “I have offers to do interviews with Oprah and so many people. She also wrote about her experience [working with Elton John on “Hold Me Closer,”](https://www.vulture.com/2022/08/britney-spears-elton-john-hold-me-closer-tiny-dancer.html) perhaps hinting at a return to music.
Britney Spears uploaded a 20-minute YouTube describing how she felt during her conservatorship, and claiming her mother was involved from the beginning.
Speaking of her time in the facility, Spears claimed that she was forced to give “six vials of blood” every week and work all day without breaks. Spears detailed a time during her Vegas residency when she says she was in a “secret relationship” with a man who “wanted to just leave the country with me and we had it all set up to just leave.” At the time, she said, “My biggest fear was: What would my dad do if I did do something wrong? Spears claimed that she called her father, crying, but all he told her was to listen to the doctors. “I remember everything got really weird and quiet, and all the directors and producers went in the back room and just spoke, and that was it,” she said. [Spears](https://www.thecut.com/2022/01/jamie-lynn-spears-abc-news-interview.html), who continued to post on Twitter after the video was taken down, is now out of her conservatorship, but her court battles continue. “I remember one of the guys was on an interview on the street and he said, you know, ‘I could be totally wrong, and if I’m wrong, I’ll be really embarrassed and I’ll just go have a drink somewhere.’ He said, ‘But I do feel like they’re doing something to her right now, and I’m not really sure what it is, but that’s what my heart says.’” Spears called the #FreeBritney movement “confusing,” because her family didn’t appear to respond or do anything. According to the singer, the facility was forced to let her go after the #FreeBritney movement gained steam. “I literally spoke in a British accent to a doctor to prescribe my medication, and three days later there was a SWAT team in my home,” she said. The singer claimed that when she was first hospitalized by her parents, she was completely sober. She seemed to confirm the rumors that she had been in contact with Oprah Winfrey about an interview, but “getting paid to tell your story — I feel like it’s kind of silly.” She added, “I’m here just to open myself to others and try to shed a light on — if anyone out there has ever gone through hardships or whatever it is — just to put a light on it, and so that person doesn’t feel alone. Spears opened the video saying that she woke up the morning of the recording feeling the need to tell her story. “I haven’t really had any outlet to share completely [and] openly for so long,” she said.
In a since-removed audio message, Spears spoke at length about her family making her feel "not even human"
“To me, it was like they secretly honestly liked me being the bad one—like I was messed up, and they kind of just liked it that way. She recalled being told she was “fat” and made to feel like she was “nothing,” admitting to phoning it in during performances: “I was a robot, honestly. I do feel victimized after these experiences and how can I mend this if I don’t talk about it?” Spears said, revealing that she had kept quiet for so long because of a fear of judgment or others’ disbelief. But no longer: “If you’re a weird introvert oddball like me, who feels alone a lot of the time, and you needed to hear a story like this today so you don’t feel alone, know this: My life has been far from easy, and you’re not alone.” Spears repeated multiple times on the record that she didn’t understand the conservatorship or how she was treated at the hands of her family: “Honestly to this day, I don’t know really what I did. That’s what I felt—I felt like my family threw me away.” I didn’t give a fuck anymore.” She added, “It was demoralizing. Her fans and the [memoir](https://www.avclub.com/britney-spears-15-million-dollar-book-deal-simon-schu-1848575488?_ga=2.33967973.55624759.1661777948-1488648406.1652714420) may be [delayed](https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=web&cd=&cad=rja&uact=8&ved=2ahUKEwjk0dfdjez5AhW2jokEHeS-CI4QFnoECAMQAQ&url=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.vanityfair.com%2Fstyle%2F2022%2F07%2Fbritney-spears-memoir-is-complete&usg=AOvVaw29u6YKwjUi3WvjAndvYI4U) by a paper shortage, but that hasn’t stopped her from getting her story directly to her fans. “The whole thing that made it really confusing for me is these people are on the street fighting for me, but my sister and my mother aren’t doing anything,” Spears reflected. It was pure abuse.” (A 2021 New Yorker kind of silly.” (Forthcoming memoir notwithstanding.) Subsequently, she went through each stage of the conservatorship, claiming that “it was all premeditated”: “A woman introduced the idea to my dad, and my mom actually helped him follow through and made it all happen.
Britney Spears, who last November celebrated a legal victory that freed her from a 13-year conservatorship that controlled her personal and professional ...
"I have an amazing song right now with one of the most brilliant men of our time and I'm so grateful," Spears said her YouTube post. I have tried everything," , she later clarified those comments, writing, "A reminder to some of you who may have gotten what I said confused ...
Britney Spears believes her parents, Jamie Spears and Lynne Spears, and an unnamed woman "premeditated" plans to put her in a conservatorship in 2008.
“In fact, Tri Star was not even the business manager for the conservatorship when it was established.” “It was pure abuse, and I haven’t even really shared even half of it.” “I know now it was all premeditated,” she claimed. “Jamie was going to file for the conservatorship on January 22 … “Honestly to this day, I don’t know what, really, I did,” Britney said. She did not name the latter, but previous reports identified Lynne’s pal as Jacqueline Butcher.
Britney Spears has accused her family of having "literally killed" her by placing her under a restrictive conservatorship for more than a decade.
Lynne Spears posted an emotional note on Instagram aimed at her pop star daughter - insisting that she feels "hopeless" after her calls and offers to visit were ...
"I don't know how to have good posture unless I'm on camera … "So yes, I do try and post me looking my best or what may seem to be the good life … "There is no way to fix me, my emotions and my sensitivity … everybody's life seems so perfect and when I post things I think most of the time I've been utterly and completely embarrassed of my past … Continuing, "I have never and will never turn my back on you! And also, I have tried my best to help you out of hardships!
In a voice memo she posted Sunday before deleting it, Britney Spears shared disturbing details about her conservatorship. But Lynne Spears wants a word.
I love you so much, but this talk is for you and me only, eye to eye, in private.” “Britney, your whole life I have tried my best to support your dreams and wishes! And also, I have tried my best to help you out of hardships! I don’t ever remember getting a text from you !!!” “It was always like, ‘I don’t know what to say,’ ‘I just don’t want to say the wrong thing,’ ‘We’re praying for her,’” Britney said. Spears recalled missing out on parties and drinks with friends and having no access to her own money and car keys.
"I haven't wanted to share this because it's unbelievably sad, offensive, abusive – and honestly, would anybody believe me?" she appeared to say in the ...
[ posted a message about her daughter on Instagram.](https://www.instagram.com/p/Ch02gBsuaVG/) "Britney, your whole life I have tried my best to support your dreams and wishes! "I was told I was fat every day, I had to go to the gym. She also asks: "How can I mend this if I don't talk about this?" "And that's the last thing they wanted for me." Supporters attended protests and showed up to Spears' court dates during her legal battle to end the conservatorship. Spears said in the recording she didn't know what she did to deserve this punishment. I was kind of like in this conspiracy thing claiming and treating me like a superstar, and yet, they treated me like nothing." And I haven't even really shared even half of it." Spears loves his daughter" and was doing what was in her best interests, "whether as a conservator or her father." Spears has posted frequently about the situation on social media, and has also spoken negatively about her family members and their involvement in the conservatorship. When Jamie Spears was suspended from the conservatorship in September 2021, his attorney said in a statement that "Mr. In the recording, Spears says she has been offered several opportunities, including an interview with Oprah, to share her story.
Here's what Spears says in the newly released audio. And how her mother Lynne Spears responded.
I love you so much, but this talk is for you and me only, eye to eye, in private." Your rejections to the countless times I have flown out and calls make me feel hopeless! I couldn't process how my family went along with it for so long." Because I couldn't go where I wanted to go … "I know now, it was all premeditated," Spears said. She also says she believes the conservatorship was "premeditated."